After sometime waiting, i am now officially in a relationship, i can’t say much, but i hope and i’ll do my best to maintain this relationship so that it can last as long as possible with bliss and love. Thanks to all who’ve been supporting..
I am an official PumpkinHollic, love you beb:)
So i’m still in the state of euphoria.
Had a fun freakin night yesterday, except for aldo who threw up. Lol, no mood to write,just so happy 
So… I;m still very much happy, heck i can draw a rainbow with my finger right now, that happy.:D, it’s just so cool, i mean after i talk to her alot, it just seems so amazing, she’s an amazing girl, no wonder she call herself a wonder woman, cause for me, she is, she’s amazin, she knows how to fill my head with laughter, and she knows how to make herself happy, she’s mature, and that’s all i wanted~ haha, i guess i can’t wait to meet with her again…
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Oh and i am getting a tattoo, this is the design…
That tattoo, tapi di tangan kanan…
or
hehe, it’s cool huh? Anyway, im still very much happy~ Yah akhirnya dapet karma atas perbuatan baik saya 
, Found someone better, and amazing~
I’m happy. That’s all, I’m happy… I really really am happy:D~
Malas oiiii jakarta.. arhghhl.. mending ke sydney lagiiI!!! NWOOOO!!! MALASSS BANGETTTTT1!!! untung bentar doank~
These arethe sets of friends blooper, it’s amazingly funny… Dari joey, Phoebe, Chandler (personal fave ama joey, and ross), ross, monica, and rachel.. semuanya ada, kalo ga ngakak, seomthing is definately wrong in your brain… here we go..
Ross Geller(David Schwimmer):
Joey Francis Tribbiani(Matt LeBlanc)[Rank 2 in my list ]
Rachel Karen Greene(Jennifer Aniston)
Chandler Muriel Bing (Matthew Perry) [The Absolute BEST]
Monica Geller-Bing (Courteney Cox Arquette)
Phoebe Buffay-Hannigan/Princess Consuela Banana Hammock (Lisa Kudrow) [She got the craziest, most eccentric Laugh]
Now, i know the quality isn’t the best there is.. but it’s good enough to make u laugh non-stop for the net hour or so.. hehe:) Enjoy people!
Wah, entah kenapa kok saya bosen banget, i don’t even know what’s wrong, tiba2 aja bosen, so i thought, hah maybe i shud just put a totally random stuff in my blog..
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Have u ever have those days, dimana lu tuh cuman duduk didepan komputer, feeling extremely hungry and unsatisified?… lol, well that is my exact condition at the moment.. Right now, di deapn mkomputer gw i have the following things…
As i were saying total randomness, entah kenapa kayanya bored aja, ga ada kerjaan malam2, makan dah kebanyakan, perut dah maw meledak rasanya.. that’s my desk condition btw, a can of pepsi blue (leftover dari KFC), onigiri (tadi siang beli), zippo kesayangankuh, 2 box of my nice malrboros… gimana ya… kjayanya ada sesuatu yang missing aja dari kehidupan saya lately..bukannya gimana, tapi engga ada sesuatu yang exciting gitu, i wanted to find a new thing to do you know, ga cuma bangun pagi, pergi bentar, terus balik and bengong.. help?.. plz…
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Relationship, oh yeah, my relationship is great, “im better than great.. im good!” - Joey Tribbiani. well, it’s been great, moment2 yang ganas dah kita laluin, everything is simply amazing, ga ada lagi yang ngebebanin pikiran, for like the past 6 months, kayanya tidur gw ga pernah nice you know, it’s all thoughts after thoughts, but lately, these thoughts turned into bliss, feeling of satisfaction, feeling of greatness.. Susah dibilang ya.. tapi kayanya ada kepuasan sendiri untuk bisa keluar dari sebuah situasi yang biasanya bikin couple itu putus begitu aja.. i mean, i don’t want my life story to be like the picture below
*peace*, let me share a bit of my love story with u fellow readers, things were grim.. Maksud gw begini, after my girlfriend left to Sydney, kita otomatis donk masuk ke zona “Long-Distance”, not that it’s a bd thing, tapi most people, dihadapin dengan ini term langsung bilang “wah, gw sih ga bakal bisa bro!”, mungkin ini adalah sikap yang salah, untungnya bagi gw, gw emang mulai ini relationship secara long distance, i know her, and i went to melbourne for my uni, emang sih pada saat itu situasi berbalik, gw yang di indo sekarang, eh dianya pergi ke sydney. Jujur aja, gw bener2 khawatir, dan justru ini dia nih yang bikin kebanyakan LDR ga bekerja, kekhawatiran~.. Dan emang salah gw untuk ga ngasi dia cukup waktu untuk settle in di sydnye, gw tetep maksa dia buat nelpon gw, gw tetep maksa dia buat sms gw, dan gw bener2 ga treat dia sebagai human.. tapi sebagai robot yang musti nurut maunya gw.. salah gw, iand i know, i was freaking out! Dan sejak saat itu, kita semakin jauh, she tried to take me in, but she couldn’t, gw tiba2 jadi abusive, gw tiba2 jadi kasar dalam setiap perkataan, jadi critical, in short, gw tuh jadi seseorang yang bener2 pahit! Bukan mau gw sendiri, tapi ketika apa yang gw butuhin ilang begitu aja, gw tuh jadi ngerasa bener2 insecure dan jadi paranoid sendiri, gw tiba2 kehilangan kepercayaan ama diri gw, ilang kepercayaan ama my girlfriend, and bukan cuman itu, situation got even worse.. She totally PAUSED loving me, anh yo loh.. kurang apa lagi gw, i thought i totally screwed up my best relationship so far, but then again, i was proven wrong.. Dia yang bener2 selalu ada buat gw, dia yang bener2 ngebantu gw untuk get out of my “stage”, and so i did, after 3 months, gw bener2 take controll of my life once again, gw ga uber-sensitive lagi, dan gw nurutin apa yang dia minta dari gw, dan dia juga improve dirinya sesuai apa yang gw demand… Ya dan akhirnya, kita bener2 ngelewatin masa susah ini, dan ini yang bikin gw yakin dengan relationship ini… semuanya itu rasanya bener.. kalo emang bukan meant to be, mungkin kita udah putus dan ga bakal ngomong ampe sekarang, tapi buktinya engga, sekarang kita malah tambah deket and tambah mantap! haha… Dan sekarang, kita berdua yakin, whatever comes in our way, kita bakal selalu power through and we’ll show the world kalo ga ada yang bsia stop kita from being together.. Arrogance? maybe yes, but i do have a reason why… memang kita belon dihadapin dengan keputusan” yang penting banget.. and we’ll take our time slowly, but yeah, i’m preety sure we’ll reach the top… So here u go, a nice picture of my teddy bear (im not gay and this is very sweet) my friend gave me after my accident 3 years ago…
Ini hanya sebagai reminder buat orang2 yang lagi ngehadepin masalah gw yang dulu, karena gw yakin bukan gw doank yang pernah dihadepin masalah ini, tapi just so you know, jangan pernah give up your hopes, karena kalian tuh masih punya temen yang selalu bisa dukung kalian.. and plz, don’t let what happened to me happened to you orang yang ngehadepin ini, percaya ama gw, ku don’t know what u got till it’s gone, and trust me, it’s not nice to lose something or someone u really really loved..
We’ll always be staring at the stars together won’t we
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Anyway thanks for reading my messed up post… i hope some people that actually reads it find it useful…
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